Tea with Bach

greymatta @ 2005-04-14T19:27:00

2005-04-15T02:28:05Z

Some kind of wonderful...

periodic checkup

2005-01-26T19:57:04Z

Jungian:

Introverted (I) 70.37% Extroverted (E) 29.63%
Sensing (S) 55% Intuitive (N) 45%
Thinking (T) 55.17% Feeling (F) 44.83%
Judging (J) 51.35% Perceiving (P) 48.65%

ISTJ - "Trustee". Decisiveness in practical affairs. Guardian of time- honored institutions. Dependable. 11.6% of total population. </font>

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Enneagram:

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	80%
Type 3	Image Awareness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	73%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	26%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|	20%

type	score	type behavior motivation
2	24	I must be helpful and caring to be happy.
4	22	I must avoid painful feelings to be happy.
1	16	I must be perfect and good to be happy.

You scored as Type 2	Your variant is omni

greymatta @ 2004-09-15T17:02:00

2004-09-15T23:52:05Z

"In general you hope the truth will show up. Then it does. So what? Where do you go after you know the truth?"

-Charles D'Ambrosio, "All Aboard"

greymatta @ 2004-08-31T10:05:00

2004-08-31T16:56:47Z

"oh i dream...to heal your wounds...but i bleed myself, well i....bleed myself...."

today's checkup ...

2004-08-30T18:39:11Z

ISFJ - "Conservator". Desires to be of service and to minister to individual needs - very loyal. 13.8% of total population. </font>

Conscious self	Overall self

Enneagram Test Results

Type 1	Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	53%
Type 2	Helpfulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Type 3	Image Awareness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Type 6	Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Type 8	Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|	16%
Type 9	Calmness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%

Your Conscious-Surface type is 2w1
Your Unconscious-Overall type is 2w3

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greymatta @ 2004-08-10T10:27:00

2004-08-10T17:19:30Z

"It is not our purpose to become each other; it is to recognize each other, to learn to see the other and honor him for what he is."

Hermann Hesse

...why is this so fucking difficult?

evolutionary gag reflex

2004-04-02T19:46:41Z

cycles. fractals. strange loops. philotic twine. binary dataEnergy transfer. everything, nothing, bits, bytes, sex, SEX! don't you know that this is one of those things. absorb. learn. intuit. those things that split people, turn some one way and the rest the other. prude or slut. loveHate everythingNothing. or both. borderlinesI can do both. find a tall spot to step out of this silly cartoon and revel in all the exquisitely mundaneProfound minutia on the way down. both. we have such appropriate names for things. cancer. Gestalt. we give ourselves hints, inject little bits of historiesFutures into language, culture, procedural memory. leaving ourselves notes to be opened later. slowly shoring up the connections. consciousness always on the tips of our tongues.

greymatta @ 2004-02-27T10:08:00

2004-02-27T18:14:42Z

...and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad...the dreams in which i'm dieing are the best i've ever had...i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take...when people run in circles it's a very very...mad world....